I was reading this blog where the mum was saying how she missed those nights when her daughter needed nursing, needed comfort and sleeping on her..
Couldn't stop it but I started to cry...
Yes it is so f@*king true they grow up too quickly...
You read books and advices..
Don't feed to sleep
Don't rock to sleep
Don't bounce to sleep
Put her down before she sleep
Put her down when she drowsy
Don't pick her up
Let her cry a little
No don't let her really cry
Will she sleep in her bed
Put her to cot, nap in her cot too
Ended up you spent hours of pick up put down pick up put down repeat
With a crying baby who seriously a bit upset for not getting comfort
It's sounded so much like last night ..
Sorry Mia, I should always remind myself you are still very young and this won't lasts..
Just like I didn't even realise when was the last time you wanted to sleep on me..
I could stroke your hair your face, feel your breathing and you slept so well slept through all noises as you knew "mummy with you"
Now?
Sleeping on mummy has became uncomfortable, she would wiggle until I put her down...
I miss all that and I'm regretting those times when I was in a hurry to put you down ..